Book: Pretty Girl-13 by Liz Coley
Summary (from GoodReads): Reminiscent of the Elizabeth Smart case, Pretty Girl-13 is a disturbing and powerful psychological mystery about a girl who must piece together the story of her kidnapping and captivity.Angie Chapman was thirteen years old when she ventured into the woods alone on a Girl Scouts camping trip. Now she's returned home…only to find that it's three years later and she's sixteen-or at least that's what everyone tells her.
What happened to the past three years of her life?
Angie doesn't know.
But there are people who do — people who could tell Angie every detail of her forgotten time, if only they weren't locked inside her mind. With a tremendous amount of courage, Angie embarks on a journey to discover the fragments of her personality, otherwise known as her "alters." As she unearths more and more about her past, she discovers a terrifying secret and must decide: When you remember things you wish you could forget, do you destroy the parts of yourself that are responsible?
Liz Coley's alarming and fascinating psychological mystery is a disturbing - and ultimately empowering page-turner about accepting our whole selves, and the healing power of courage, hope, and love.
Thoughts: When I picked up this book, I knew I would enjoy it, but I didn't expect it to draw me in as quickly as it did. I could not stop reading. Angie's doctor realizes she has dissociative identity disorder (DID) fairly quickly and much of the book is spent trying to find out what happened during Angie's missing three years as well as to treat her DID. DID usually is a result of childhood trauma and Angie is no exception. So not only are we unraveling the mystery of her missing three years, but trying to figure out what happened to her as a child as well.
The personalities feel like real people, and it was emotional watching Angie interact with them. She wanted to know what happened to her, but at the same time there is a reason that she has DID. She's occasionally flippant about some of the awful things that happened to her while she was abducted, but it felt authentic--those things didn't happen to Angie, they happened to her alts. She knows that it happened to her, but she never experienced it. Her experience feels authentic and I came to care as fiercely about her alts as I did for Angie. It was fascinating to watch them struggle for control and I could Angie's treatment both moving and satisfying.
I also love the personal drama in Angie's life. She's lost three years and a lot has changed in that time. Her family is so happy that she is home, but the situation is complicated. Her father is so filled with guilt over what has happened to her that he can barely look at her and Angie struggles with the fact that her mother is pregnant with a baby that Angie considers a replacement. Then there is Little Wife trying to help Angie out in the love department and that... was not much of a help. Little Wife broke my heart, but there is a nice boy who has a knack for healing broken hearts.
There is one story line that I can't go into the details of, because I want to avoid spoilers, but it just didn't sit well with me (storywise--none of this story is supposed to sit well with the reader). It's set up and I guessed what had happened, but it came together in a way that felt very coincidental. I also didn't feel great about the resolution of it.
Moments I Loved: Any moment with the love interest, who is exactly who Angie (and Little Wife) needed.
WTF Moments: This is a book about a girl who is kidnapped, abused for three years, and survives because of other personalities that manifested to protect her. Still, the initial cause of Angie's dissociaitive identity disorder and the story of the first personality, Tattletale, is what struck me the most.
Overall: A psychological mystery that made me cry and kept me on the edge of my seat.
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